Musings on monotheism and American identity

Extending olive branches to the confused, they may think them barbed and toxic

Pattern of all patterns

You cannot escape me

Everywhere and nowhere

You cannot erase me

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I have found Pan to be most real, the monotheist gods are only faint mockeries. Eros and The One are most high and inseparable. Theres elements which bleed through into Abrahamism as they cobbled together a made up culture, things like Dao and dharma, but they get so crushed and difficult to access.

You can find anything you want by looking at the Bible, it has no message. All the messages of those who wrote it are lost in the blur that is canon, it has no cohesive element or Logos. Yes, I claim the Bible has no logos, nor do any of the churches, mosques, and synagogues.

Their meaning is made up on the spot in the hearts of all who conspire to believe it. There are traditions of interpretation passed down, but they’re laughable and bear no resemblance to the original.

There is no Christian alive who practices early Christian methods, they live in a newly created fairy tale heavily influenced by masonry. Those are the roots of all modern sects, what Christ and his disciples practiced, and of those who came shortly after, all their methods would have you arrested today.

You know who does maintain those traditions? Diddy, Epstein.

Early Christian’s raped kids because pagan gods wont enter a host who’s been raped. I don’t know if the latter is true, but it was what was believed and done to combat pagans.

Sodomy and the consumption of body fluids was integral to early Christian’s, today we find the same efforts with andrenochrome and child sacrifice.

They wanted to destroy the culture of oracles and replace it with a hierarchy placing themselves on top, thus patriarchy and the elimination of female power — which ruled the ancient world through their knowledge of medicine and metaphysics.

Morality can only ever come through awareness. You cannot be taught to be good, only educated holistically and have your senses expanded — for with sense comes empathy, and the heart no longer allows wrong action.

You tend the soil, don’t go painting roses.

You can tell immediately that Judaism, Christianity, and Islam are corruptions of past ideas with no merit of their own. Viewing history and doing inner work, developing awareness — full of light these shadows no longer have power. It’s all quite parasitic. But the parasite injects the host with all manner of deliriant, the western world has been walking around like zombies ever since, infected like those ants with fungus in their brain.

Even conceptually they don’t hold a candle to him, the post Greek concepts of divinity are second rate deceptions. The idea of YHWH being an “archon” makes the most sense knowing this, these are blinds placed over divinity to steal power from it — mortal power, the all is not lessened by your efforts, but the god most believe in is like cardboard covering the sun and making shadows. Not the Sun in itself.

Plato knew this, his ideal forms were blinders to shield him from radiant Eros. The world was much closer to God and the real before monotheism ran rampant, perhaps too close, perhaps we had to have a fall into delusion to come back now to respect what we have lost. Dionysian rebirth.

Like fresh growth after volcanic ash.

Abrahamism is the inversion of truth to accrue power and property by a corrupt elite. It’s very funny that today you see them claim another is inverting them! But sadly this inversion doesn’t right the wrong, it only doubles down in delusion and we get post Christian wokeness with no hope of return to proper understanding of forces. Some make it out, of course. I’m here, I’m nothing special, yet I understand.

People are all very lost.

Their awareness is not intense enough, they cant pierce illusion. Can’t usher in apocalypse. They have no egg tooth and are comfortable to rot in their egg until death, not making an effort to break free.

Their world is very small, low time horizon past and future, they cant see far ahead or far back. Giants stand tall and have expanded horizons, Abrahamism has always hated those who can see, those who Know.

Only an abuser hates to see you strong.

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I’d like to state that I have no affiliations to any group, masons, religion, or “atheism” or whatever. I just do my best to understand the world and take nothing for granted. I have no real agenda other than to be myself and arouse that authentic life expression in others, fire lights fire.

The gift of awareness.

In that way I’m doing yoga but im not a “yogi”, that’s another cultures word and framework. I could say i’m doing alchemy, a bit better but that’s also odd. “The west” broadly, and America specifically — since I live here and am “🇺🇸American🇺🇸”, has no tradition of self actualization. Despite our individualism we don’t believe in The Self or anything real beyond matter — dead things. We’re a shell of a culture which others can nestle into, an empty vessel. That void can be filled with anything and everything until we develop a soul of our own; people are like this too, no fire of Soul inside they are easily possessed by ideas. What you might call dæmons. Native American culture isn’t American either, not now. We killed whatever spirit lived in these lands and implanted our own. We have this Faustian engineering thing going, but that’s not right either.

We have no cultural identity or path, theres no cohesive ecosystem for us. Nothing checks all the boxes and we’ve always been a fragmented people. We’ve been united through war and propaganda, that’s about it.

Perhaps soon we can found an American identity, become more than a culture of imports and actually exude a united presence. Become for the first time in a long time, a civilization that we can be proud of. The world could really use a leader.

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I have no ill will toward you for being in your cult, people are afraid in a world they don’t understand and look for rafts to cling to. Im not here to throw you into the water, but I will be swimming around you and standing up in the pool. The world isn’t quite what you’ve been taught, nor was it for me, it was a lot of work to get to this point of comprehension.

Just do your best, aim for that most high and don’t fall to pride. Claiming you know what the most high is, without developing your senses… theres been a great deal of harm done by these efforts to kill reason.

Do not trust those who prefer your stupidity. To guard knowledge is fine, to learn in due time as we mature, but do not accept those who seek to destroy it.

Pan and panic… you come face to face with nature and it terrifies you. Your deepest beliefs are stripped away before truth and you walk “naked with God”. I still wear clothes! But my soul is revealed, no shame covers me. I don’t cling to illusions.

Hiding from nature, you hide from yourself. You are what you fear, embrace it. Learn it. Love it.

You cant live life through avoidance.

Seems to me that, caught between the high cultures of Ancient Greek and remnant Egyptian, “The Middle East” sought their own concoction from the two — stealing like artists, for they had no culture of their own.

Their lying was so successful, that the world today still believes their false history.

It seems likely that what we now call ancient Hebrew culture, was entirely made up at the same time as Christianity, by a group of connected authors. Old and New Testament were written together in Greek. The degree to which anything within The Bible is historically true has minimal evidence, and that which has evidence goes wholly against all that modern adherents of Judaism or Christianity believe -- except for perhaps a rare few initiates. The evils you hear about in elite circles is most genuinely “Christian” in origin. Abrahamic. What occurred in the Old Testament never happened — in regard to historical events i.e. The Exodus. Much of the belief and local phenomena may have occurred, that which would not be so readily documented — or was adapted from ideas already in the Greek educated consciousness, it was a mythos designed to give the drug use and sex trafficking religion of Abraham some credence. They were not even an ethnic group as we would call it today, but a band of pirates in mutual immorality around Crete, what we now call Jews did not exist as a “race”.

All historical realities of the text are superficial truths to push the lie. The agenda of the manufactured Moses and Abraham, fiction that they may have been.

The later, modern variants of religion we see today are heavily doctored and Masonic. Some descendants of Plato and other mystery cults(unknown to me) sought to obscure the true history of Christianity and put a more noble spin on it all to manipulate the masses, Plato’s noble lie.

Perhaps the greatest work of social engineering ever done.

The was much violence in those days. Many resisted Christian’s for destroying culture and education, defacing statues, raping children, abducting and drugging new disciples, and being generally unbearable to live with — with the aftermath of their eventual rise being the quick obscuration of all culture before them in a bloody reign of tyranny against perception, reason, philosophy, and science broadly.

It’s only a matter of time before more know more about it; learn the Ancient Greek, learn it well, better than the fools errand that is bible college and Septuagint scholars where all prescient texts are overlooked in order to present a false understanding of The Bible and Abrahamic history. Come bathe with me in Ancient Greek, maybe stick some burning purple up your ass like “mother” 12 year old Mary would have done with her medicated dildo.

I jest at the last bit, this is rough stuff for any of the faith to look at with clarity. Even I’ve to make jokes to lessen the sting of reality.

The power that came from this great deception shook the world, the Jew, the Christian, the Muslim — they shattered reality and sought to bury history that didn’t suit their lens. They who hate reason. To see clearly is sin.

You have been abducted by the delusion cult and sold into slavery.

It was the mythologizing of rapist, drug cult pirates, raising them up as prophets of God. They steal from all others and give nothing to the world, their only accomplishment is this forgery.

Does it start to make sense why these people were thrown out of so many countries? Why them as a scapegoat?

I don’t know the original tone of the text, or who wrote what sections or at what time, what the authors believed or if they supported or merely documented beliefs at the time; or if these were a group of mystic fiction writers, possible. But you don’t know either. You take things on faith. How degenerate. All written in the Bible itself is a most disgusting affair — which if true, if the Bible is to be read and understood as real, if the actions of the descendants of Abraham and the early Christian’s as documented is correct, then I can only declare great regret that the Romans could not extinguish them entirely.

Crucifixion is reserved for those who rape children. Know well who you revere, lest you become like them. ✝️