How to ostracize yourself: having no niche

Authenticity in practice

I will not begin this article by insulting people, though I am likely to get there. I am absolutely honest even when lying, to preserve a kindness I may avoid open truth or say a charming lie, but is that not a more honest embodiment of me than simple words? Does not the love for another ring more true than an honest insult in times of strife? Would it not improve us all to cultivate the wherewithal and freedom to choose our words carefully, to not be ruled by our emotions like gods governed the Greeks… I believe we too strongly identify with our words and make them into idols, rulers which negate our very self from being in command of all the ornaments about us; we stand on tradition, name and form, we reject the core of things to better be tormented by our vices. We refuse above all to be aware. It is often these vices which connect us, that which we exclude and make mutual errors about are those very things which allow communities to form.

“I won’t call you a sinner if you wont.”

All tribes form this way, collective idealism to distribute responsibility to others. I don’t want to know right from wrong so I’ll join a cult which plays parent until I die. We join relationships in the same way, be it friend or lover. Want me, need me, conform me to your image for I am not prepared to be alone and know myself! Attachment and delusion, is it any wonder so many would claim yogas and meditation to bring the devil to their lives? Not merely the Christian devil, every cult has their boogeyman to cuck you into submission, know ye not that all these things are good cop bad cop games designed to trick you? If you became aware and sovereign you would begin to overthrow the power structures of the world as easily as fire eats up gasoline. I am a little bitty fire doing my part, but I promise I will not go out.

I find this mannerism complex very difficult to contend with; I am not autistic but I see their points quite often and am sympathetic to their natures, these tribal mechanisms are simply incoherent. While I agree with them and have cultivated a cold logic to appropriate many of the traits which high achievers on the spectrum come into the world possessing, I am also not lacking in the somatic comprehension of human vibe and virtues. Mirror neurons capture a copy of every person in my psyche, incomplete to be sure, a blurred abstraction of self states — but this is my experience of interaction. There are social cues and auric flair to be aware of, these currents run the world while logic and reason — the spoken and written words of exoteric means — are but garnish on the surface. They are important, but in what way? We reject the forest(s) of subtle phenomena, now barred by low awareness to favor the trees of wording, we have become a legalistic tyranny of catching people in Freudian slips and otherwise retard the world through poorly understood psycho-materialist jargon. Words evolve. You cannot keep a story straight! Look at the churches telling the same stories over and over, losing all meaning as they undergo infinite permutations to upkeep a failing system — they are successful only insomuch as they are due solely to the short life span and low cognitive ability of their adherents, had man been wise we would have seen through these schemes long ago. Some do. This made my eventual realization of nondual perception rather easy, I have no inside/outside dichotomy and perceive multitudes within the seamless One. I maintain a set of perceptual toggles by which I may exchange my lenses of the world to see through others world views, again, incomplete representations, though our perception of reality is always an incomplete representation and this strikes me as a remarkable ability in which I may see through others eyes using my mind and experiences. Without their associated baggage. This provides a great deal of clarity when dealing with others in the roles of council as I can remain detached watching others through a screen — years of this lead me to wake up and realize my life is likewise distant from me, appearing on a screen apart from self. This has culminated to where I may at times witness stories from the perspective of Love, The One, The Divine author grand architect supreme deity blah blah how often must I stress that name and form are superficial tag-alongs. Any path of yoga worth its salt, this includes any religious or magic path, results in these states of unified awareness; you blend into the scenery and transcend the limitations of illusory divisions — a failed mockery of this occurs when people try to forge multicultural relations and blend black into white instead of maintaining complete awareness of distinction while in unity. Love does not blind or blur, it unifies. All else is low grade attachment, degenerative. The man is not the woman etc.

Despite all my yogic love and light nonsense I am not a retard hippie dipshit. I have a visceral reaction to the trans phenomena, it is the perpetuation of disease with a rapist ideology behind it. The woke are a plague, see them as sick, diseased, in need of aid. At all levels, economic and social, metaphysical and psychological, they are broken. The world is not made of polarities in the manner spoken of by many, you do not pick sides as though some cosmic sports endeavor to determine where you gather in the afterlife. The woman is not against man, good is not against evil, the black is not against white — extend this to race/culture distinctions but I often speak of these colors as primal forces and not skin. Again do not be confused, those who are stupid are impenetrable bastions against truth, there is no point whatsoever in telling the tribalist that all of (ingroup) is not superior to (outgroup) simply by virtue of their being born in close proximity; this extends of course to cultural/memetic differences and the supposedly “chosen” beliefs and habits which elevate or detract a person into or out of ones good graces. I respect each individual on the contents of their character, to the extent I may perceive those traits displayed. Affiliations are often a horrible heuristic for determining authentic traits, I consider the bindings of people to cultures to be a primitive and retarding facet of the human condition — this of course is true for the things I say as well, when I rave about eugenics and improving human capacities this is not to create a war between high and low! If there are things to be learned from one group that may benefit the other I support it! I speak of these things first and foremost because I wish to be a part of evolution, I cultivate my transformation as best as I am able, I have done so much to break and rebuild myself time and again like skins sloughed from a dragon; performing eugenics on others almost doesn’t even occur to me. I want my kin and kind who share transcendent ideals to be able to grow to our potentials, I am not beholden to a body and mind, they are tools and friends to help my soul along in performing the great work. Party lines are idiotic. We are to become complex and sovereign entities able to stand on our own feet without the confines of regressive hierarchy to collapse our authentic way of being, in this I do not wholly do away with all rituals and traditions but provide a nuanced approach of using tools for what they’re good for and placing them aside. I do not seek the eradication of the church, of one race or another; I do not propose we wrangle all the idiots and have mass executions, nor to force the intelligent to put up with the traits of the stupid and interweave their hierarchies. I am all for exclusivity and well thought out methods of segregation: one state may accept all, some may be for this group and another for another, with everyone able to receive the conditions they most need to thrive. There is of course an issue of this in regard to intelligence… those of sufficient stupidity cannot form complex systems and require competent caretakers to function beyond the level of primitive agrarians. Perhaps we should allow them to make that choice.

We must all be aware of exclusivity and how to design cultural bodies, this is a high bar of entry. After all, how few can even cultivate one life consciously? Your life, that of your children, you are almost wholly responsible for the outcomes of their character but we wriggle around trying all manner of ways to avoid responsibility and blame others. You send a child to school to get rid of them, have their soul ripped out to be replaced with a pattern laid out by society. This allows them to be enslaved without much resistance. Religions perform the same function, they are all archetypal centers of traditional mind control — it is through these abuses that original sin propagates throughout the ages. One host to the next.